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Posted on Jan 1, 2013 by in Dirty Little Whispers, Mental Health | 10 comments

They say you should start as you mean to go on. Well, I started the New Year freezing cold in Charing Cross underground tube station, with nowhere to go for 5 hours. Not quite the new start I wanted. Hopefully I don’t mean to go on like this! I wouldn’t want to end up homeless. I’m also covered in cuts and bruises as I fell down the stairs like a numpty.
Last year I spent the new year on my own in bed. It was a much much better idea.

L and I split up after Christmas. We both think it’s for the best, but doesn’t make it easy. I was always grumpy with him which isn’t very nice. It’s also sad that I won’t get to see his friends again either as they’re really lovely too.

Now though, I’m like a complete shell. All I’ve done is cry, which really isn’t very productive! I wasn’t happy in myself, which really needs sorting out. Surrounded by people yet still feeling completely alone.
I’m always the one looking after everybody else, but then who looks after me? Me. I forget that though as I’m so busy.

Another year, another load of mistakes. Lets try this again shall we?

Happy New Year!

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    • Thank you.

      Indeed it only can! Well, I hope so anyway!

      Happy New Year gorgeous xxx

  1. First of all Happy new year! Secondly I’m sorry to hear about your uneventful night at the tube station and also sorry to hear that you & L have gone your separate ways. If you need someone who’ll just listen without judging, patronizing and offering really quite straight forward common sense advise, then just give me a buzz

    Here is hoping you get things straightened out soon! Take care
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    • Thanks lovely. Happy new year! Xx

  2. I’m sorry to hear about you and L. I’ve been wondering how Christmas was when you went home. Take care of yourself and things will work out, though maybe not as you would like.
    Happy New Year!

    • Happy New Year Mikey!
      Thank you, I’m sure you’re right xx

  3. Oh lovely I am sorry you are feeling rather down. I am here if you need anything, sometimes it helps just to know something as small as that. I am sorry about you and L but your happiness has to come first my darling. Try to think positive and move forward, albeit slowly but remember that you are surrounded by many people who will help and support you and encourage you to live again. HUGS lovely. xXx
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    • Thank you gorgeous. Chatting to you always cheers me up xxx

    • Hope so! Have a great year gorgeous x

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